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  • KeriKitty (They(/It))@pawb.social
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    6 days ago

    Slightly hopier. My therapist made me apply for some kind of emergency housey thingies that won’t have any space for me (which will make me sad and discouraged) but… Well, a try has been done and some ridiculous part of me wants to hope 🤷

    Frusses and upsettings haven’t stopped, of course. Neverending struggle to find a comfortable (and lifey) chatty-place, and to perform life-ish stuffs without gettings stressed completely out :( Tried to get a food last night but had to run away because someone was buzzing around the kitchen pestering me until I was overwhelmed and confused and almost cried. Gotta get my own kitchen.

    Dumped a ‘friend’ ‘cause I seemed to have fallen off’ the bottom of their priority list. Another for seeing my upsetty-frussing and being all like “lol here’s a pic of my delicious dinner I made” >:|

    I think I’m sad more often than I used to be but that’s kindof a good thing because it means I’m freer to feel things as opposed to dissociating or bottling them up or whatever.

    🤷 🐭