Glad I’m not wasting my life on that shit anymore. I’ve been addicted to many things, and alcohol would make me waste away worse than fentanyl. I’d just grab a fifth (or two or three) and just drink until I passed out. And I’d get so depressed when I drank, it wasn’t even fun, I’d get drunk and instantly want to kill myself and often times start hurting myself in some way. I’d go days without eating because I was too drunk to remember I was hungry, and constantly nauseous from consuming nothing but vodka. I didn’t remember anything I ever did, I’d just forget absolutely everything.
You sound just like me when I used to drink. There was a point in my addiction I weighed only 140lbs, was malnourished, subsiding off liquor and when the hunger pangs got too extreme microwaveable rice.
Today I’m a fat guy and I actually eat food sober.
Glad I’m not wasting my life on that shit anymore. I’ve been addicted to many things, and alcohol would make me waste away worse than fentanyl. I’d just grab a fifth (or two or three) and just drink until I passed out. And I’d get so depressed when I drank, it wasn’t even fun, I’d get drunk and instantly want to kill myself and often times start hurting myself in some way. I’d go days without eating because I was too drunk to remember I was hungry, and constantly nauseous from consuming nothing but vodka. I didn’t remember anything I ever did, I’d just forget absolutely everything.
You sound just like me when I used to drink. There was a point in my addiction I weighed only 140lbs, was malnourished, subsiding off liquor and when the hunger pangs got too extreme microwaveable rice.
Today I’m a fat guy and I actually eat food sober.
Yeah, I’ve gained 40 pounds since getting sober, at one point I was down to 120lbs.