Not gonna go deep in to details, but, I just happen to live in a place where importing from internet is complicated and expensive and there’s literally zero local business that sells queer stuff.

And even if I could get the stuff easily I must come out first and I’m not sure if I’m even actually trans. I am just overwhelmed by how unable I am to just express my real self irl and I have to do it via internet which makes me feel like a faker even more.

  • SuperNovaStar@lemmy.blahaj.zone
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    23 days ago

    I just want to be more free with my gender

    well what’s stopping you?

    btw “transfeminine” is an umbrella term for anyone who’s gender expression is more feminine than their assigned gender at birth. This can also include femboys (if they want it to). It does not mean that you have to refer to yourself as a woman or a girl or use she/her pronouns.

    Do whatever speaks to you and discard the rest. Nothing is required ❤️

    • Kyoko (Drakon)@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOP
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      23 days ago

      Probably my whole conservative enviorement. As I said before, I dont think would be able to keep a skirt or thighs or any thing I want to try in secret. I barely can shave and dont even have proper shaving tools so I use what I have and most those tools arent deisgned for the whole body.

      And with pronouns, I think I start to get tired of being called a “he” but dunno.