Not gonna go deep in to details, but, I just happen to live in a place where importing from internet is complicated and expensive and there’s literally zero local business that sells queer stuff.
And even if I could get the stuff easily I must come out first and I’m not sure if I’m even actually trans. I am just overwhelmed by how unable I am to just express my real self irl and I have to do it via internet which makes me feel like a faker even more.
Probably my whole conservative enviorement. As I said before, I dont think would be able to keep a skirt or thighs or any thing I want to try in secret. I barely can shave and dont even have proper shaving tools so I use what I have and most those tools arent deisgned for the whole body.
And with pronouns, I think I start to get tired of being called a “he” but dunno.
That sucks. Well if you surround yourself with accepting people, you can experiment with then.
Lemmy has a lot of cool people, bet you could find some 😉
I dont even think I can met queer people where I live but thanks for the tip
Well then you should definitely join us on Matrix. we’re the next best thing