I honestly don’t remember when I last had my picture taken, I was in a video during my training program that was sent to the state for funding tho. I did not like any of it but it is what it is

Nah you’re fine I’m just being mellow dramatic, I’ll just live super long so my figuring out phase doesn’t look so bad

You wound me with this, I’m 33

Yes anything to put myself out there more

Experimenting with the greeting meta, so far fist bump up close (especially the bus drivers) is always welcomed but what about when someone is to far away? Well the solution for me so far is smile and wave so far this has worked out well for me and made people smile in return. I’ll update as I figure this out more on further results and new strats that work in 2025.

If I make it as a HVAC tech I might consider the refrigeration cycle one day

Been doing phone quizzes to prepare for my HVAC tests and yeah I ain’t paying for the extended features. Just doing them over and over again until I reach an arbitrary set that I’ll pass. Part of it is my knowledge, the meta of taking tests, rote memorization and inductive reasoning

Haven’t thought about crushes for a long time, I used to crush hard but like given up on it for lack of time and just general realism kicking in. Can’t really convince someone to be into you if they ain’t into you. It’s a bit defeatist maybe but yeah it’s helped me pull away from my more destructive habits. I won’t find someone and that’s alright I’m better as a solo act, I can do whatever I want with my free time and pursue my dreams.

I try to engage my tbh which beforehand was normally just but really if I approach anything with curiosity then it helps.

For HVAC I started a job training thing that got me zero jobs tbh even with my 608 universal since then been doing online stuff to learn how to diagnose stuff and use the tools needed through simulations. I need to update my resume soon and will after I try some IRL tests for certs. I guess I stop myself from giving up because what else can I do really.

Either this gets resolved soon or after next midterm everything will fall apart anyway, what I’m really hoping on is this wrecking the economy and the powers that be call it off and give our scrapes. What I’m praying for is the AI bubble popping and then them having to come together to fix this.

Ty I get sad at the possibility of coming short but I keep doing it as many times as it takes, I’m used to failure and set back at this point

Real life skateboarding is scary tho

HVAC specifically heat pumps and AC systems got a test coming up for and if I pass it and core then I get a job I hope

Grindset mentally is cancer if you got a job you hate but for studying and self improvement like I’m doing it’s giving me energy. Wanting to give up is so real but I got the love and support of friends and family behind me

Starting to wonder my ability to get hired like at all at this point, got rejected again for a position that my resume was made for. How can this stupid system hate lumpen when you can’t even get your foot in the door. Gotta keep studying I guess

Been helping my mom get used to this big coffee machine like 60 cups for her work, it’s annoying how managers take credit for making coffee when it’s our efforts and we’re the ones buying the coffee. Coffee machine is ours too something we found at a thrift shop, still the rest of the workers help my mom out she says so guess it’s worth it

Watching self help content because it’s 2 am and comment section is is trying to hit on yt, telling her how wrong she is, and the third is bot promoting some new PUA book. The book bots are like 75% of the comments. Man fuck this noise, fwiw I still find self improvement channels as my guilty pleasure but I really need to not read the comment section and run whenever I get a hint of PUA stuff being said

I fight urges so strong they’d make catatonic your average poster.