tl;dr - cannabis is an important pillar of my life. the same is true for many millions of other people. and there is nothing to be ashamed of.
it hit me while masturbating in the shower, i’m never going to be completely sober. i need drugs to function as a member of society. and that’s alright with me.
i also know, more importantly, that there are millions of other people like me all over the planet. most of us just hide to survive.
edit:
i only smoke concentrated cannabis. sativa strains preferably.
i don’t consume any other drugs. i used to. but not anymore.
i used to regularly consume alcohol, caffeine, LSD, MDMA, shrooms, cocaine and salvia divinorum. nothing like the DMT and designer psychedelics of today.
i feel fortunate to have lived through my own experience of drug culture and walked out the other side.
Not op but still a Smoker for 15+ years. Do you think those things are not possible? There are people into far more dangerous intoxicants doing all of that.
For me I don’t think I smoke alot. I go through about .5 grams over the course of a day. And while doing so I have traveled, volunteered for over a year abroad, Found love, settled, switched careers, found a job and saved up enough money to start looking for land so I can employ my self.
Overconsumption og anything is bad, having a glass of wine for dinner every day isn’t going to make you an alcoholic, smoking some bud doesn’t make you dumb og lazy or any of that reefer madness propagand bullshit. You are who you are, if you’re lazy on weed you’re lazy without weed as well.
I was lazy and unmotivated smoking weed, I am stilll lazy and unmotivated without smoking weed, only now I’m bored as well.