The option where you get used to feeling lonely after a decade or more of hurting and blaming yourself for being alone as it creeps into other parts of life until you stop feeling anything at all and become hollow inside but now you are somehow comfortable with the idea for mysterious reasons beyond your reach but deep down you know it is just apathy or because you have accepted defeat but that’s completely okay because you would rather not torment yourself.
The option where you get used to feeling lonely after a decade or more of hurting and blaming yourself for being alone as it creeps into other parts of life until you stop feeling anything at all and become hollow inside but now you are somehow comfortable with the idea for mysterious reasons beyond your reach but deep down you know it is just apathy or because you have accepted defeat but that’s completely okay because you would rather not torment yourself.