Not gonna go deep in to details, but, I just happen to live in a place where importing from internet is complicated and expensive and there’s literally zero local business that sells queer stuff.
And even if I could get the stuff easily I must come out first and I’m not sure if I’m even actually trans. I am just overwhelmed by how unable I am to just express my real self irl and I have to do it via internet which makes me feel like a faker even more.
Anyone got a breakdown on the lower symbols? I recognise shinji, and understand the general vibe of OP not getting to express their authentic self. I just don’t know the actual meaning of the symbols for the most part. I think I recognise the upper right in the box as an iconification of ostracization?
If you mean the closeted girl is Madotsuki from Yume Nikki, a character that I kinda identify with. If you mean the Px its an ortodox christianity symbol which is like a way to represent the elementary and high school I was on. And fortunately I donw have any issue with my lower parts, for now at least.
Thanks, that clears those up. I’m guessing the rest are mostly emoji-type signifiers.
Yeah, the rest are pretty much just mood pics