So comfy!

People online are fucking animals.

Well, people are fucking animals period. But people online are exceptionally well honed at being little wild fucking animals.

I wish that bullying, mockery and the likes were removed as mainstream forms of attack/coping from all common routes of communication. I think it’s sort of like that concept of how what you practice is what you get more prone towards doing.

I really don’t think this world is made for the sensitive. Likewise, I think people should give a little more thought about what they’re out here doing. Cause you’re doing it to other humans, don’t be a fuck.

Also fuck your little arrow game/thumb-y shit, social media.

Linux -> Text Editor Offline -> Pen & Paper

Apostrophe might work? Not sure.

Thank you!

Yes, actually! I love Knifepoint Horror, but I can’t ever read any of the books because the tell-tale signs of readability weren’t there and it breaks my brain. I can read all caps fine though.

He is terrified of all needles. I believe he went under the idea that men move through their fear. So he moved through his fear, by tattooing himself where he injected his hormones. As to “remind him not to be such a pussy.” We’re exes for a reason, but I thought it was cute considering this kind stuff makes him faint. I don’t even know what I wrote anymore, but sorry if it was confusing.

I love monospace, I hate lower-case. Which is a shame, because it looks terribly interesting.

Oh your typing is driving me mad. I can’t do it, my man. I just can’t.

Yes!

Jay, I love your style. I think this could work as a less is more type situation. I kind of had to do a double take to take in what was going on. Maybe as if the Feducci were the only idiots to think blind-folding ones self makes someone disappear. Then everyone is unamused with their antics. Not sure, it’s cute though!

Those are quite cute! I was thinking about a silicone veil that pushes back against the skin but veils the needle. It seems like a considerable amount of waste though.

My ex solved this by tattooing the area he’d inject. Well, not solved, it’s never solved. Just found a way to cope, like it seems you have as well. I think some people really hate hurting themselves. Needle pain is such a specific pain, because it’s piercing. I am wondering if a simple addition could assist people as they need to self-administer medications. Something as simple as a translucent colored tip. I am not sure, it’d probably would not only fudge with the mechanics, but also add too much waste/cost. It’s just that you are not alone in this. Plenty of people need to inject themselves regularly, and there’s probably some simple solution that could assist in making these medical devices just as functional while being a little less intimidating in form.

Mind you, I know they’re not toys.

Right back at you! Very lovely response.

I understand your mom’s madness. You gotta keep the rotation going with beans, or you could run out! Since they’ve gotta soak and what not. The best foods are the simplest, it’s always that way! I’ve got a book that I use most days. It’s got the ugliest cover that ever lived, but I don’t really care about that. I just open the thing, pick the area I want to focus on and go. There is not one pretty thing about the whole process, but it gives me a physical tell which is actionable. I have some cork blocks, but the mat can suck eggs. Anything needing particular padding I use a throw for.

On the big sads, I think that the various internal/external adversities we can face as humans can cause a multitude of issues. To the point where you can solve one, and even if it was the “biggest” one or the one that caused the most pain you’ll find your battle isn’t over yet. While things are hard to find, I swear to you if you can find someone who you can work through these things with it helps a lot. It doesn’t really have to be one person, if you can find a group it can be like…queer magic!

Don’t forget to be kind to yourself. Incremental gains and patience are best practices. It helps keep you from getting overwhelmed and being able to manage your time and energy. As someone who goes from 0 to 100, it has been a painful gain but it’s helped so much. GL sis, you’re gunna be fine!

My blackout curtains have white on the other side I am not sure much about the science behind them but they make it cooler in the summer and warmer in the winter. They’re quite dark on the inside. I got what I paid for. I don’t think all curtains are made equally.

This might sound funny, but I swear the four walls help. When I lived right off the water a dehumidifier helped with the high-humidity. Black-out curtains help keep the sun out, but they also keep the sun out if you catch me. Outside of that, I’ve heard ventilation. Don’t forget to drink water, keep your electrolytes solid and take care of yourself.

more habichuelas

I mean, how can you not? My papi used to cook them for me many moons ago, and I still very much so think fondly of them. I have been thinking, so often, about how easy it is to be trans and have an eating disorder. I know this sounds awful, but I have been wondering how many parts dysmorphia are linked. As most of the trans people I have dated or befriended have had one. The masc ones tend to have one to keep andro/masc features. Fem tend to have them either linked to pain or control it always seems. I wish I could say there were some magic way to make folks gain weight where they want. I mean, I guess surgery or working out. I meant more so eat some beans, get some boobies! An ex of mine started taking her hormones properly, and because estrogen loves saving calories for a rainy day, she did end up getting a pair. She gained weight as a whole however, and then lamented that because not all the areas she gained them were where bio-gals tended to gain them.

Now on the fainting and what not, are you okay? Are you eating what you need, as often as you do? Can you integrate small and smooth low impact exercises to work on helping build endurance? To be honest with you, while people are pigs about transwomen (mostly, I think they think transmen don’t exist?), they’re seemingly still knocking on their doors for the sessy. I can’t tell you a damn thing about dating. Likewise, that was super pig-headed because the person you look good for first and foremost is yourself! But I see you know that. You good mami, no worries! Just love you for you.

One of the fiercest humans I have ever met was an older woman who was skinnier than a rail because she lived to dance. Did so until her passing, and I didn’t think for a second of my knowing her she was anything but feminine. I am sure you can understand, that people are shaped in all sorts of different sizes.

You can be?

Thank you, that was brave and kind.

It happens.