It’s just money right, it’s not like there’s a shortage.

At some point it only goes up and up, multiplicating like some kind of sex starved horny rabbits. Population of which you are informed monthly by some clean but boring site: -0.67%, 2.27%, -1.23%… which for some reason is trying hard to appeal to you and that fake tone seeps through every second word on their butt licking reports.

Please use our services, oh maam please. We are here for you please use us

Very cute and very pretty

Valid point

Nobody is going to judge a cute and awkward baby trans girl needing cash on my watch. That’s for sure.

Scam or not some of them are very useful to pay for some not so legal things

Investing in currency is already dumb, in cryptocurrency? Doubly so

I had too much money once. I bought some nft Reddit avatars for like 2k and it is still there somewhere but I am too lazy to even check on that

It’s somewhere there some kind of nft safe they have or something like that. It’s all very clunky.

I think I had to note down some access code at some point or something like that, it’s all too tiring to remember and unclear if there is anything you can do with it

It’s a bit of tomfoolery to be honest. I have no idea what I written here but it sounds like ramblings of a lunatic the logic of who made some perverse sense few hours ago but it is too emphemeral to understand after some time passes.

I am method acting comments on lemmy for some reason, looking to see what happens I guess

The thing is I could craft a perfect comment that would be likeable but what would that give me other than empty dopamine?

It’s far more interesting to go against this desire of validation and see what happens.

Can we truly free ourselves from the need to conform? Is it possible?

Nothing I have written recently was written to please an audience. Maybe I have done too much to the other side now, to irritate the audience but that’s how you seek those ways.

All that effort to stop audience in defining who you are and seek authenticity. To stop “being perceived” as the prime factor in “being”

I have big narc tendencies and lemme tell ya that shit would kill me. The only point I am saying this is to harden the fuck up through some niche forum so that ‚public embarrassment’ doesn’t feel like dying anymore.

It kinda worked. But it took a lot of trolling like a lot and multiple bans on any possible social media you can imagine to shape oneself into someone more resistant to words.

First gain resistance by learning to say whatever shit is on your tongue and feel nothing about consequences and then come back to reason and you feel like unlocking superpower. Finally not shaped by others but being more of a rock staying solid and unaffected by external factors whatever happens.

The hardest battles are those we fight with ourselves

Please delete your comment

Cheese is something that has grown on me in recent years

At last. I have been waiting for this for years. I can finally wipe again

The greatest tragedy of 21 century is masses of pacified people who farm karma and validity online in some circlejerks to feel dopamine hits from moral superiority.

It’s the real brain drain of today.

When they give up, the Machiavellists who were countered by brave people in the past come in full force.

I ask you… no I beg you. Use the internet to enhance communication, not just as an escape. We cannot afford to run from the problems any longer

Me!

Ehh it’s just your projection, people aren’t okay all over the world because of global downturn

There’s no bragging, just journalism. I am from Poland btw and here and in eu all gen z have similar tendencies. Worse in USA and China probably but it is a global trend

Funny because I seldom watch anime, no takers for it here and I don’t like watching stuff alone

My best anime story I ever ‘watched’ was a gacha game Honkai star rail in some dream world so that sums it up I guess. Still I can’t find anything that would hit me like it,

Sad escaping reality narrative inside escaping reality medium.

There is something very sad about escaping reality and it is almost too much too bear to hear such story while escaping reality. Never recovered from it

Even hearing music from that story arc makes me instantly cry even thought it wasn’t objectively some kind of masterpiece but to me it is

Actress looks very pretty. However I don’t need in game character to look…. alluring for me to enjoy the game.

It’s not some kind of requirement and honestly I am judgy here, maybe too judgy but if you only play games with characters you wanna fuck then I have some kind of contempt for that. Like if you refuse to play because character isn’t hot enough then I get judgy and mean

I think she is so fucking gorgeous which is unfortunate because she isn’t real

And B. If she was real she would be somewhere far away, taken and busy

And C. Probably zero chances anyhow even if she was somehow single and looking

D. If somehow she was interested then it would probably turn out she is batshit insane or that my flavor of insane is incompatible with somebody else flavour of insane

E. Turns out it wasn’t her I wanted but her eyes and eyebrows and dimply lines for myself and I turn into a face stealer monster

F. I have successfully warped my consciousness into a high tech imitation android body of alloy however everyone I know is long dead and I am alone among the ruins of humanity hubris

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