Wende dich an den sozialpsychiatrischen Dienst (kann je nach Bundesland auch abweichend heißen), die können dir weiterhelfen.

Either it’s a “steal to order” or they’ll melt the precious metals down (like they did with the Manching gold) and sell the stones to a corrupt stonecutter who will cut them in a different way to hide their origin .

If you want the umami rich sour sweet flavour, use peppers (paprika) it’s not the same, but it’s a good alternative.