There are always lessons to learn from, absolutely! Haha, more experience than I care to mention at this point.

Hope and capacity to change are both interesting concepts. Agreed we all have the capacity… the desire or willingness is another story. For me personally I’ve spent enough time changing (for better or worse) and I no longer see a need to change anymore.

Hope, IMO, isn’t something I personally put a lot of thought into. It’s just not how I’m wired.

I’ve been tired for a while. It isn’t so much transient as it is coming to terms with it all.

Therapy is a great resource and if you feel it may be helpful, I say go for it!! Your ramblings are shared by others, and they may feel the same way. You putting it out there may also help someone else who’s been thinking the same.

Again thank you so much!!