I made a throwaway so as not to clutter my main. I’m a bit sad but he doesn’t want me to feel bad. He keeps me so he’s not lonely, but he doesn’t know whether or not he wants to break up and just strings me along, I guess. “I love you” one minute, “let’s break up” the next. My mom says I’m being played, IDK.
I don’t even know what we are because he keeps trying to walk out of the conversation and he doesn’t care about my interests or what I want. I’ve tried talking to him, he says it’s the way he is. Also, he gives me words of affirmation but apparently my brain says that’s not enough. I don’t know anymore. Just venting, ugh.
I’d say leave him because he doesn’t know what he wants and it seems you are just convenient to keep around.
If you was a nail in the coffin, after he says he loves you ask him why? If he questions it, just tell him that you want him to put it in words why he loves you. No answer or a weak superficial answer means he is just saying words when he says he loves you. If he can articulate and give you all sorts of reasons that are specific to you, then he does have A love of you but may not actually be in love with you.