

It’s because these churches that take rapture/ascension and a whole lot of other stuff literally when it should not be (Jesus was asked why he kept talking in parables, and said simply some aren’t ready to hear it) are taught that "go be fishers of men” literally means “go proselytizing.” They are taught it’s an act of love (although the method of engagement can certainly belie that), and part of loving our neighbors, because obviously if we do, we worry about a literal hell. I was brought up in a church like this, and I take none of it literally anymore, but it took a long time to get here.
Anyway I’ve gone about as far with it as I can for the moment, without better understanding Judaism better, because I’m pretty convinced most of us learned wrong. And I don’t think it’s permissable for a gentile to learn Torah unless they’re converting, unless I’m mistaken, so I’m muddling along as best I can.



That’s what projection means though. It’s the part of ourselves that’s too uncomfortable to consciously face, good or bad, so by running from it, we see it everywhere. Various religious people call it running from G-d. It is running from ourselves, and everyone does it to varying degrees. When it’s called out in us, our immediate reaction is denial and anger. If we can sit with ourselves and admit it, investigate and see where it comes from and if it’s rational or not, we can begin to move through the rest of the grief process (eg grieving the death of a false self), and seek corrective measures.